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There were some plus points as well i.e attending training camps in the country sides. Socializing, chatting, eating to gather, travelling together but for one thing that is boring dry and wry classroom like long lecture sessions which i always wished to end sooner.

Once i went into hot arguments with colleagues, that you people show so much importance to reasoning, always reasoning on this and that when your reasoning fails you abandon reasoning.

Tour to different parts of the country and sparingly abroad attend meetings and conferences were frequent. I was told that i have bear my own travel expenses. But i am still not inclined to believe they used to pay their own expenses.

There used to be bickering and back biting among them when it came to travel abroad, as we say ek anaar aur dus bimaar.

My association with SIMI was met with stiff opposition from my cousin sister. She said that they are exploiting and selling youths and destroying their careers..... my uncle called SIMI and Jamate Islami as CIA agents.  She used to reprimand me hard to focus on studies and career.

As per SIMI rules you could not take government jobs and bank jobs etc.
My sister wanted me to qualify WBCS examination which SIMI prohibited. She was incensed when she saw literatures in house. ''Study your course book,\You would get nothing from (Dubious) literatures.' ' she would say.

We saw Jamate Islami as parent organization. Ansars after reaching certain age invariably became members of Jamate Islami. Literatures and proclivities of the two were same.

One day we somwhere in 1981 or 1982 i.e Imran, Amirul, and one more person whose name i will not divulge now had met one Ahmed Totonji, and chairman of islamic development bank, park hotel, kolkata, they discussed about projects and ventures. I remember IDB chairman saying that no project should be of less than 2 crores.

Inspite of all the temptations that was taking shape i kicked the organization. I was so revolted  and fed up. Those who remained, sold their souls are now prosperous affluent even millionaires or billionaires and their relatives and those who they endeared.

They considered spirituality as unislamic and thuggery. Colleagues flared up when i asked in Quran God says to #Moses to speak mildly or pharoah so that he does not take offence, wheras we speak about challenging and fighting, they flared up

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They considered efforts and time tested vidhis for minimising the sickness as shirk and fake. As edipus saw sex in everything, they were compulsively obsessed with political islam & Jehadi ideology, power and taghut.

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I discovered that in many of their informal get togathar of Ansars they were not inviting me. I discovered their hearts individually were full of all five sickness, ego, jealousy, greed..,... they did not believe in removing it.